I've SS SBQ test tmr, I can't afford to flunk it, so i would need to revise for it.

I've set language, notation & venn diagram emath hw to complete.

I've POA homework on debtor creditor control account.

I've emath revision worksheet 2 to complete.

I've to do up my notes and mindmap for geography chp 3.

I've to read up on chp 3 for geography, from my tb.

You know i have got lots of things awaiting me to complete them, im elated that CNY is gonna be here soon, i can't wait for the 3 days break. Im going to suffocate from all the tension and stress that's receiving from the subject teachers, and i can tell you that. Im very concerned about my studies right now, normally i would heck care and talk and talk in class, but now, i don't. i would listen attentively in class. and i swear that i was damn scared just now during emath lesson. cox mrs tan taught our class on the complicated venn diagram. im just dumb enough to not get it. and i couldn't solve the sums. but lucky, she explained it again and i got it. and able to do those hard sums. many things link up in my mind, what if idk this chp and it comes out for o levels, im so dead man.

im just so stressed up, and it's only feb. i cant afford to miss any lessons anymore. never. i bid goodbye now. i would be posting again, probably 2-3 days later. apologies, xoxo.

you know that, i treat you as my best friend or even my dearest. but sometimes in school, i just dont feel like speaking to you. i think i know why.. and if you want to know the reason feel free to ask me. i just wanna lead my sec 5 life peacefully, with my best GF with me, then everything would be fine. not trying to mean anything here, i just miss someone ;]